My writing wasn’t working out,
and so
I decided to visit my guru
again.
He was Spanish, from a classical age
and he knew things
I could never fully comprehend.
“You have passion, Andre
and your skill is growing, but
you have not yet
learned
to master the s-word.”
“I don’t want to die,” I said.
“That’s why, you will.
If you want immortality,
I can show you how to kill
with s-words—enact your revenge—
live to tell the tale, so to speak.”
“How can I write that way, when I feel so much hate?”
“You hide it, with this.”
A mask fell out of his hand.
“Anonymity is your Ally.
It’ll be your friend,
when you write things down
that will offend.”
I took his mask
and put it on.
It was strange
that being invisible
made me invincible.
“Don’t cowards wear masks?” I asked.
“Yes. And ugly people too, but there are many who would proudly wear the mask of Zorro—Zorro—you can hear the name whispered on the lips of the oppressed. Zorro—it’s a name that rises up like the storm. Zorro—a name that will never die. Now, I’m tired and I am going back to bed. It’s your turn, son.”
My fingers folded around his mask and I put it in my pocket.
I was the fox, the devil, the writer.
I would never stop.