In real moments
you see who they are
worried
not enough
low self-esteem—
and then they put on their merciless mask
and smile.
It is so easy to become like that
there is no strength of philosophy there
just a beaten bull
without testicles.
My dream is to become something more
bloodied, from the wars
full of electric fire
that shocks people to death.
Intellectual Shaman 
Very ballsy. I agree that too many men are defeated and cowardly. Look at our posture.
We have been brainwashed by feminism that pride is arrogance and conviction is toxic masculinity.
I hope you attain your dream. I struggle with mine.
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As long as a man is on the grind and never quits, he is undefeated. That is probably why I am a philosopher!
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