Now, the famous writer was distracted
by women, coke (not Coca-Cola), and parties.
Before he was famous
he was distracted
by insane bosses, bills, and his wife (who nagged him until he wanted to commit suicide)
but luckily, he went down into his basement
and typed instead
kind of like the protagonist in Dante’s Inferno
who went down
into hell
to reach the mountain peak.
There was a furnace down there
that refused to die
and after his wife divorced him
he had a clear conscience.
He kept on writing,
observing the aristocrats and ladies
who got there
but forgot
how they got there.
It was a mystical island in the sky
that could vanish like a cloud
at any moment
if they forgot
how they got there.
High society people
constantly fell through the foggy air
because they forgot
and they were forgotten
forever,
but the writer had no illusions about the high life,
and he stayed up there, year after year
on the best seller lists.
When he was unsuccessful
his friends admired his writing and told him that he looked great
but when he glanced into the mirror, he was 20 pounds overweight
and his writing was ugly. No number of lies could convince him otherwise.
“You’re too hard on yourself,” they said
but that is the sound of the crowd, making themselves feel better
while criticizing the half-naked rock star, who displays
his six-pack abs
because he knows
he has them
and he doesn’t play to four white walls in a solitary sound-proof room
He plays to the crowd
and that,
is that city in the sky
where God pretends to live (but not really)
and the would-be famous think they can get there
but it’s all an illusion
and they quickly fall into hell
where
a plain woman makes them pancakes
and tells them
“You’re great!”
but mirrors
don’t lie, and to maintain this lie in the sky
he lives a lie.