She was bald
her hair radiated away,
She wore a wig.
She always wanted curly hair—
the cancer gave that to her.
She had a beer belly
that would sag,
while she spoke in front of a large audience in a booming voice—
then she took questions. I asked her one, once
and she shouted me down
because she didn’t know the answer.
There was no husband
no family
only her job
as she became
more sickly
more skinny
She dropped 12 dress sizes, even though, she never wore a dress
Her pant-suits drooped.
I met her in the hallway
and she recognized my face
We’ve never talked
“I’m going to die,” she said.
“Me too.”
“No, I’m going to die at the end of the month.”
“Why are you here then?” I asked.
“Because they need me here.”
“I understand.”
Then, she walked away.