I remember when I was 25

on Christmas Break

alone, lethargic, and wondering why

Why was I re-watching black and white movies?

Why did it feel like I was dead?

Now I know.

it’s Christmas Break

and I’m 33

8 years have passed

I’m alone, but I’m not wondering why

I already did that

and I got the answer

So, if you’re asking that question

take heart

Keep asking

it will come to you

and it will be the best gift you can ever receive.