It’s worth it

You don’t know what you’re going to get

and the more you gamble and feel

the tinge of panic

your neurological pathways get racked

Pleasure

and the beat

taking me on a wave of energy

to nowhere and everywhere

today

Waking without an alarm

lying in the dark

with everything inside me

it’s not over

I’ve gotten older

It took me awhile to get like this

Daylight

the sand squishing between my toes

Surprised

The light becomes dimmer

I’m fading into a dream

Days are out there

Find them.